February 2012
5 posts
Don’t blame the human race for our faults, evolution made us this way.
There is no right or wrong way.
Love
When the words that come out of someones mouth are more important than anything they can physically do.
A bitter bards tale.
Fire and ice from once you came, ashes and water you shall remain. For he will have a different name and nothing will ever be the same.
Knife in hand he shall return, after only a single man. Ashes to dust and blood to sand, his heart is where the knife will land.
Now he faces the electric chair, all for a love he wouldn’t share, they use a sponge to wet his hair, and then light him up...
Wake up and smell the ashes.
I feel as though I have been in this fire for long enough.
If you are out there
Now would be a perfect time to choke the flame and rise up through the ashes.
January 2012
17 posts
Insomnia
Yes, I can feel it before it happens.
Sleepless nights, emotions play me like a puppet, stringed along, forcing my brain to do anything but sleep.. The blades on my fan piercing the very air I breathe, drowning out all the outside noises. My body covered in uncomfortable skin, being irritated every time I touch something. The surface of my body feels like it’s stuck and being suffocated by...
“In one hand there is fantasies and dreams - In the other there is truth and...”
Again, I'm fucking tired.
I’m tired of being stuck in this fucking basement, tired or relying on other people, tired of being the only person that seems to think like I do, tired of being alone, tired of thinking about the same god dam shit before I go to bed, tired of lying in bed, tired of being tired all the time.
Sick and tired of being me.
“STAY STRONG”
100 years ago
The scientist.
The first of the deep scars.
It seems like so long ago, that’s cause it was.
I never really thanked you.
I’m sorry.
Chaotic evil
We all have a little monster inside us.
Gutter of denial
The truth is easy to find.
When it’s the answer you are looking for.
Sub consience
Motivated by emotion, it casts an image into our brain to protect us from the things we don’t understand.
A major understanding would ruin us.
Limit.
Only so much someone can do before there ambitions crumbles too a nothing but memory’s.
Good night sweet cold night, you were almost the end of me.
Bitter & Twisted
I hate public places. Especially public pools, it’s full of people humiliating themselves. Allowing exposure to there hidden eating problems.
I take my bacon, egg, cheese and BBQ sauce toasted sandwich there and eat it near the entrance so they know what they are missing.
I’ve become so bitter and twisted, it pleases me.
Aerobic instructors always sound the same, croaky womanly...
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The story of us
Somewhere between then and now, is a story
A story of friendship.
A story of pain.
A story of anger.
A story of honor.
A story of war.
A story of guilt.
A story of love.
A story of passion.
A story of pride.
A story of happiness.
A story of time.
A story like no other.
This story is yours, you write it, you read it, and you will never forget it.
This story is your life, make it...
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Give me the time of day
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The Generous World
So kind in its bright offerings to those willing to freely accept it. Everyone loses something important. Everyone has ways to deal with the inperfections in there life. I watched you find enlightenment in something I never really understood, I never wanted to understand.
Why don’t I look for something to restore my world as well?
December 2011
9 posts
“It’s better to love someone you can’t have than to have someone you can’t love.”
– The hero.
Pain.
It orbits around the heart burning the surface every time it gets close.
Please, put the flame out and spread a soothing dark shadow apon the surface so I can rest.
Be Brave.
The dark saint awaits my final decent.
There, I will find my pillar of faith.
Harmonic vision.
Connected to the storm.
What a beautiful feeling.
5th of December
Red-letter day
Clairvoyance
I would much rather remember you as an angel than find out you are a monster.
Pretending to be someone you aren’t isn’t a good trait.
Blood memory #2
The designer.
Walking across a bridge In the city, a bridge that doesn’t even exist. It’s the same bridge I use to walk to get to school everyday. But my mind had moved it to a spot in the city near my dads work. There is a laptop bag on one of the rails, I spot this as I’m walking past, something is telling me a shouldn’t touch it. Like it’s a bomb or it’s dangerous. This doesn’t stop me. I...
Blood memory #1
Stab,
Nat and I are walking through an open passage way when she turns to me and says. “Somethings not right.”
I comfort her and stop to kiss her when I see a middle age guy walk past us sweating and looking worried. I ask him what’s wrong and he says “I’m fine, everything is fine” he just stops and stairs at us. We start to move on when I feel his hand on my shoulder. Then he sinks a stanley...
Blood memory #3
Glass,
Appeared in an endless hallway, cobblestone walls as far as the eye can see, every metre was a window shaped like the ones you see In a church, they lined down the endless hallway walls. The windows had lead drawings with colours of different things. I took a few steps down the hallway and as I passed the windows they blew in, little fragments of glass slowly went everywhere, uneffected...
27 years 4 months and 15 days
“I’ve come home now!
Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father.
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
It’s time now!
My time now!
give me, give me my wings!”
November 2011
5 posts
28th may 2009
Dreams are golden. Time is the thief. Everyone in life has a dream, even if you dont want one. A dream is something that belongs to you. Dreams are unique to the induvidial. It is something you have thought up with your own mind. It could be an object, an achievement, a relationship. Dreams why you go to school , its why you work. Every step you take is taking you closer to your dream....
We're all gonna die.
Yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today.
The hour glass can smash or run out of sand at anytime, get where you wanna go and get there now, nothing feels better than getting what you want.
Stop sitting around, role the dice and play the game.
Second chances dont matter because they arent going to change.
A piece of happiness.
This moment, hold it for eternity.
Thank you.
Wreckening of dreams
So much was given, too much was lost. Wonder how long I can live like this.
So far too fall.
This is wrong, so wrong.
October 2011
9 posts
Saying goodbye forever allows you to reclaim a piece of you that the person took from you when you became connected. Its like extracting poison. Fresh life pumps through your veins and cleans the mud and hurt that once blocked them. But the nothing removes the stain from the walls.
Sences
When you smell something you can say “that smells like …..” when you love someone you can’t say I love them like ……. And That’s why I couldn’t answer your question about love. Sorry
All I know is love feels, smells, tastes, sounds like you.
“I will remain the same. Sure, the faces and places will change with time. But...”
– My idol, my friend, my hero.
“Possibility!!”
Life
Fairy tails have happy endings because happy endings are make believe.
Same familiar Phrase, if you do not know who you are then you don’t know who you aren’t.
Is there another way to free your brain other than scribbling on pieces of paper and writing pointless metaphors on a blog for the whole world to decipher?
Why metaphors? Because we don’t understand the situation our selves? Probably… Sadly…
We don’t get any closer to our goals by doing this, what a waste of Fucking time.
Hope people get more out of this than I do.
“Be Alive”
June 2011
2 posts
Under the skin
You are more than skin deep. You play at my conscience like it’s your little toy, you appear at the best of times, and are never there for the worst.
There will be vengeance.
One day you will realize what you have done.
Friends have gone now you’ve taken away the fun.
May 2011
2 posts
Trying to forget the past is like tearing a chapter out of a book. How can you understand a book when you haven’t read the whole story.
“Begging for coins is the same as waiting for change.
Without action you...”
– Lesson learn’t
March 2011
1 post
Our day.
Forever there is a storm brewing inside us.
Waiting to escape.
Waiting for it’s day.